Rubbish?

I've got like 1year and 5mths to make my life as if in decide my future.
Sashi just knocked some sense into me.I should really start from now.
Instead im just doing nothing and relaxing all the time.
Magic is not gonna happen if no hardwork is done.
Hope is like a dream without hardwork if you ask me.
I should really start soon,Mayb after holidays or during.
It really scares me when i think about it.